I think I deserve just a little more

Hi, I’m empty

See on üks maailma geniaalsemaid lugusid. Roisin ja muusika niikuinii, aga need sõnad on.. no lihtsalt ON.

And the atmosphere is charged.
In you I trust.
And I feel no fear as I
Do as I must.

la plus belle du quartier

“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.”
— Chuck Palahniuk

No on silmale ilus vaadata, noh. No on. Ja Bette Porteri sõrmenipsust piisas mulle seitse aastat tagasi, piisab ka edaspidi.

Aga muusikaks tuleb täna Moloko Being is Bewildering. Üks ilusamaid.

what’s broken what’s not

I know I can count on you

no one’s laughing at God when they’re saying their goodbyes

always singing along

“Why does one begin to write? Because she feels misunderstood, I guess. Because it never comes out clearly enough when she tries to speak. Because she wants to rephrase the world, to take it in and give it back again differently, so that everything is used and nothing is lost. Because it’s something to do to pass the time until she is old enough to experience the things she writes about.”
Nicole Krauss

desafinado

“I want an infinitely blank book and the rest of time…
…why didn’t I learn to treat everything like it was the last time, my greatest regret is how much I believed in the future.”

being is bewildering

Mul ei ole üldse mitte midagi öelda.

Kui, siis ainult, et täna õhtul oli sügis, sest poolajal olime me kõik ühed väikesed auravad kujud rohelisel platsil ja oli natuke udu ja natuke külma õhku ja esimesed lehed. Ma olen tähele pannud, et mida vähem ma ootan esmaspäeva, seda enam naudin pühapäevast mängu. Olen kohal. Annan kõik. Viimase sekundini.

Ma üldse ei taha esmaspäeva.

“If we communicated with something like music, we would never be misunderstood, because there is nothing in music to understand.”

I don’t speak. I’m sorry.

“I felt suddenly shy. I was not used to shy. I was used to shame. Shyness is when you turn your head away from something you want. Shame is when you turn your head away from something you do not want.”

taustamuusika

Don’t stop now what you’re doing

Ma arvan, et seekord ma lähen kontserdile.

One of these days

“I think that one of these days, you’re going to have to find out where you want to go. And then you’ve got to start going there.”

-J.D. Salinger

Kuula seda ka.